To be honest, you are confusing the hell out of me. 

From the beginning, you seemed a bit excited and things where going amazingly. But then your ex got into things and hurt you. Which counter acted in you hurting me, it doesnt seem intentional. But it happened. I feel a bit used, even though I was alright with everything. I understand she came back and now your hurt. But thats why I am here, as a friend, as a lover, Im here for you in any way. I just want to be able to tell you everything is alright and make you feel better. And whatever else is stressing you out, I just want to be there for you. So you dont hurt the people around you, let a lone yourself. Because we can both already seeing that happen. I know its not right, but I’m willing to get hurt over you. You mean a lot to me, you sorta always have in some sort of way. Thats why it hurts to think of losing you. 

But we will talk this out, I will tell you how I feel. Try to come to some sort of plan, that wont hurt either of us too much. I really just want you to be happy. I could only wish that would be with me. But we will see how things plan out I guess.

(Source: getawaywiththistonight)