Ok well Im done with this diet bullshit to be honest..
Like of course I would love to lose 10 lbs again and feel and look good. But Im doing it different this time. Im cutting all really oil things. And replacing them with veggies. Even though I normally eat pretty healthy.
Its all greens, fruits, veggies, yogurt, nuts, and some chicken now. bye bye yummy fattness xD
I will worry about working out in a month ;)
Maybe its just me, but for some reason I got really hurt because I found videos that my boyfriend made for his ex girlfriend of him singing her songs, drawing her stuff, and I know his ex girlfriend before that he did the same things. And would do nice things like that for them.
But he has been dating me longer then any other relationship he has been in, and he has never done anything like that for me. He has never really done anything random and nice for me unless it was out of guilt.
How do you think I should feel about this?
*reminder that I have talked to him about this but all he thinks is Im trying to change him.
The light seems to be dimming
dimming into moon light
Every time I close my eyes
there is just no you
only in my dreams
slipping so effortlessly
Was it you or me
who began to decrease
in this love
that would never seem to decease
I cant seem to face this
that hurt that makes you question
As the passing moths and especially weeks have gone by. I have never had so much emotion and excitement over one person. You tell me not to fall for you once I think I have you. But right as you say that, I find myself falling for you. I’m not sure if it’s the time I have put into everything that has made me fall for you, or if it’s because of how alike we are. Or if it’s just me, I just hope to make you happy, less stressed, and take away most of your worries. I’m not asking for you to give me everything I’m willing to give you. You just being there when you can, holding me, and being yourself is all that I ask. I just want to help you forget about your hurtful days, about the one you think got away, and realize how much better things really are. I have to admit, I think with in a short amount of time I will be falling in ….in….in love with you. The one feeling I haven’t felt in years. But you deserve the best, even if you don’t always give it. ❤❤❤